Unshed feelings

My body is aching
My skin is burning
The slap hurt more than the tearing of flesh
I am standing here with my body bloody
bruised and battered but yet
I can't feel it anymore

The cords have been ripped away
My face no longer in the living
The picking of my matter is
now dry and empty but yet
I can't feel it anymore

Where there was once a
cold broken heart is now
just a pile of ash but yet
I can't feel it anymore

I am a girl
I have feelings
I am alone
I don't feel it anymore