when the words that I hear
are all just a bunch of fillers?
How do I keep the voices
inside my head quiet
enough so that I can
shout from my lungs that
my heart just cannot
take anymore?
How do I keep my eyes
from seeing the truth
that your eyes are seeing someone
else when I look at you?
I want to rip my skin off and replace it
with every thing that I am not....
Tender, Soft, Lovable, Beautiful
I want to tell my heart to keep beating
that the wall does not need to go back up
The feeling inside my chest is aching,
puncture wounds are making my heart bleed
small trails of blood down my chest.
The insecurities are back in place just like once before
Forever fighting to have just one normal moment of
Peace.
Peace that will never come to this ugly, unlovable body
Until it gets new skin
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