Why now....follow up 2 years later

I get off the bus with 

my head full of music

and my nose full of the 

wonderful aroma of coffee

Thank God for coffee at 6am

it is cold and raining

Stupid me 

forgot

my umbrella

Take the first hot

sweet drink of coffee

Thru the music

I hear you scream my name

I look around stupid...

I don't know anyone in Seattle

Except for that asshole bus driver!!!

There you are, sitting in your truck

you stop in the middle of traffic

run to me, grab me, hug me

"Holy Shit....you look exactly the same"

you whisper in my ear

God, how I have missed your scent

your face, your arms, your perfect lips

You give me your phone number

and take me to work...I have missed 3 busses now

My mind reels

you were my first love

my first lust

my first crush

You were also my first 

heartache, ulcer, damage do-er

You hug me, kiss me, laugh at me

"Can't believe I saw you, I have waited years to see you again!

I have missed you...so much catching up to do with you"

But I have to tell you

Let me break your heart once more,

Now I am married