Out with the old and in with the new

So, as you can tell, I have not blogged in awhile.  I have brought over some old stuff, which is all below this posting.  The pieces that I brought over are what I am still dealing with; either in my head or in my heart (which are one of the same in my case).  In the long run, do we ever really let go and cure ourselves by just walking away?  I don't think so.

I was talking to some friends and they told me that I should write.  They see that look on my face and they remind me that this is the best way for me to let go of what I am feeling.  Few words out loud, but load of words on paper.  This is how I am most comfortable.

That way, the only person that gets hurt in the end of the day is me.  When I write, I don't have to look at anyone(s) face while I tell my secrets, my pain, my pleasure...my everythings.

I try to remind myself everyday that if I make myself believe that I am too busy, lock out too many people or never trust my heart again, I am going to watch the rest of my life just fly by me.

Then where will I be?? The same place that I am now?? and that is why I am Here...as I am now