A new start

This is it...today I hit 30, so I took the day off work!

I used to sit and listen to my mom talk about how she just wanted to make it until 30, because her 20's were crazy.  Then she just wanted to make it to 40, closer to retirement and how if she lived until 50, she would be ahead of the game....Mamma, you were so close, so close.

As I sit and remember her, I think to myself that I am just happy to be here.  Lots of things have happened in the last couple of years, but at least I am still here to enjoy the things that make me happy.

My BF Leash called me and asked me to give her 3 wishes that I wanted to come true.  I told her that one of my wishes were that my brother, dad and I could all sit together in a room and just be happy.  The next wish was to have all my friends in one place, have  a cold beer, and just enjoy their company.  The last wish I was not going to tell her, because it will never happen, and no use in speaking it out loud!

I was told to be at her house early this weekend for my party...don't just show up when ever you want too!!

I called my dad, left another message...spoke with my brother, who was working and couldn't talk, and my other brother who was too busy getting laid to answer the phone

I went to visit my mom's grave.  Sat for a bit and just spoke about what was going on in my life.  I don't have anyone to really talk to anymore, since she was my listening post.

What was that...was that my phone.  I run back to the truck...and to my suprise

HOLY CRAP, my dad called me back.

Lets meet. Lets have lunch, I want to see you.  I miss you my daughter.  I don't get to see enough of you anymore.

I call my friend and cancel our lunch plans, because my dad has finally called me back.

3 hours later, I finally realize that my dad has stood me up yet again.  Through my tears, I call once more...Don't call me for awhile I tell him in his message.  I am really pissed.

At least Monica still wants to have lunch with me.  Yo te amo mucho MAMMA

My entire family forgets about my birthday

but my friends let me know that they love me

I will not let this get me down

I have the best weekend...

All my friends show up

lots of beer

lots and lots of laughter

My phone rang at 12 am

I hear, 

Happy Birthday Richona

I love you...can I come see you?

That is the end for me